Today is one of those days. You begin the weeek, optimistic and looking forward to everything and then . . ......... things just fizzz out, rather quickly!!!!............ yesterday was one of those rushed mondays, when u don't know why u did what u did, jst that u did it..... and now its followed by a gloomy, dull tuesday...........with an uncertain, quiet yet emphatically uneasy evening slipped in between. Actually there's nothing wrong, atleast nothing that i can put my finger on.........something unseen, something queer.......yet strong and emphatic.....
i guess some of it has to do with the uncertain and testy mood of Mr. A, well its only fair that i allow him that much room, in order to settle down into a new groove. I somehow have been a bundle of emotions since yesterday..........very apprehensive, somewhat frustrated and a whole lot sad......there is this issue between us.......no bone of contention or argument or something for which either one of us could be at fault........just a problem that exists and burdens the soul in trying to figure out a possible solution.
uhhhh.....isn't that vague enough ???? well, on bad days its even difficult to express your feelings, lest you are mis interpreted.Just sitting tight and hoping to ride this over........soon........trust tomorrow will be another sunny day !!!!!
